Faith to overcome fear?

As I write this I am shaking...I am at the most uncertain point in my life I've ever been - even moreso than when I got out of the service. I think the amount of change that I've gone through, as a person, and situational changes, have just caught up with me and it's a bit overwhelming to know that there are many more changes to be made in just a month! Today I was caught off guard by how scared I am. I have been praying like crazy, fasting, praying, fasting, praying, praying, praying... and I can't seem to let go of my fear. I know God is faithful and will never change... why do I have such a hard time getting that through my head...rather...through my heart? I struggle, not with knowing God will provide and take care of me, but with believing that I need to take that step forward no matter how afraid I am and trust him to do it! After what he's done for Canyon Creek, and all he's done for me, I really don't understand my fear. -- Maybe I think He's out of miracles...or that I don't warrent one? Please pray for me as I muster up the courage to take a HUGE leap of FAITH and trust God to catch me on the other side.